On this particular Sunday Morning, I am feeling particularly dreary from all the pent up frustration. I feel like I'm being left behind by the ones I care about. Yet I ask myself again and again - what can be done? You can't change people, you can only change yourself. Thank you for making me give up on all ideas of confrontation, I used to be so hopeful. I'm finally leaving you behind, because the futility of my actions tire me out. And I do not deserve this. We do not.